A Love Story
I said bye bye love this afternoon; to a girl I loved. I said that I wanted everybody to quit playing games with my heart. It’s really tearing up my heart, but when my friends said I should walk 1000
miles to a stairway to heaven I
just said,
“Dream
on”.
Honestly to me this girl was larger than life, and she made my head
spin right round, but our love didn’t have a place in this world. Now I cry teardrops on my guitar when playing our favorite song. I feel empty inside, as though she is my kryptonite. I’m just not myself since I left her. When it comes right down to it, I’m still a
guy though. My friends are always
saying that in order to complete my life I need to put a girl in it.
Honestly, I really wanted her last name to be the same as mine. I simply wanted to make it mine, is that not fine to ask? Thinking about her always
makes me lose my breath. I always wanted to say,
“You’re
beautiful it’s always a thriller
being with you”.
Now I feel like I’m on a highway to nowhere, and that I’m just walking in circles in a boulevard of broken dreams.
She makes me happy in so
many ways, and she would be my Hollywood
girl if we were a movie. She creates a fire burning in my heart and had me love drunk, but now it’s
all over.
I’ve lost a lover and now I’m blue. I feel paralyzed with sadness and
sorrow for what I’ve done. I
don’t wanna be alone while I walk every day, across the
world. I keep thinking into the night about how she’s gone, and I wish that it would
change. I can just see that there’s something in the air, and I'm about to
breakdown. I long to see her and take flight like a
billion fireflies. I will always love her, even if she was halfway around the world.
I pick up the telephone and give her a call saying,
“So yesterday
I was walking down your street
and guess who I saw. I saw you standing
there with another guy, acting like I was invisible and not there. Time after time I would be looking at pictures of you, and send out an SOS of love for the hope that you
would receive it and return to me. Now
I’m dancing with tears in my eyes,
and I've been hurt by your backstabber
antics one too many times. You thought
that you were such a supergirl. Now that the time is through, I can say that life after you is going to be a shot straight through my heart.”
Finally I got tired of being the underdog and for the first time went to find her to fix my dilemma. I felt a little unwell when thinking of what her reaction might be. I
drive myself crazy just thinking about her. my friends keep asking,
“How
do you sleep when you’re always climbing
the walls?”
I feel like a zombie stuck in a sealed grave.
I thought to myself, 11.“If anyone’s
going to be with her it’s gonna be me”.
I’ve been dealing with all this misery business for too long now. I was a cold hearted snake for dumping love like that and I was tired of
playing all these foolish games. Her voice was like an angel of music to my ears and I missed it so much. I wanted her closer to me because everytime
we touch, I loved her so much. I
finally caught up with her in
the backyard of her house in California.
I told her that after we broke up pieces of me scattered
everywhere.
I said, “I came crawling back to you wanting a second chance. Now I know that the way you love me is more important than anything else. I still love you with all my heart and soul; I wish you felt the same, too.
She then spoke up and she said, “I do love you, but you made some mistakes. The 7
things that you did to break my
heart. But that kiss on the first date at the funplex theater was where I first
began falling for you. You are my heart and soul, but sometimes you
can be a jerk. It outsets how much you
care for me, but the way you love me
is magical. When we shut it down and when the
lights go out, I can see that you are my sugar rush.” As she began
to cry, she continued, “Don’t fight it
baby, if you don’t trust me
you’ll never learn.”
It was then that the events began to replay in my head.
“I cant get you out of my head; you’re like a teenage dream that never ends,” I said.
It was at this point that she closed in and kissed
me. Then she turned all around and began to walk off.
“Please don’t walk away,” I said.
“Just don’t kiss and tell,” she says with a smile.
After that I went home and went to bed
and had sweet dreams I couldn’t
wait to wake up when September ends
the next morning. It would be the
beginning of October and since talk is
cheap, I figure it would be a good idea to see if my girlfriend was busy. When I got to her house and knocked on the
door, I had another night of
love planned in which all my love
would go to her. When she opened the
door, I could see that there was somebody in the house with her.
“How could you be such a heartbreaker? How could let him follow you home and betray me?” I
asked.
She simply said beat it, and shut the door in my face. I walked
away in silence as I said thanks
for the memories we shared. I had come back for more love and a second chance, but instead I’m doomed to
a life on the moon with renegade
angels, to die alone. All I wanted was one last dance, but I ended up with a bad romance.
I kept getting closer and closer to perfection. I was now having a dance in the dark, and people cant stop me now. Click,
click, click, click, goes the timer in my heart. Soon it will go click, click, click, boom, and rip me
apart. That girl of mine left me empty
handed. I’ve got to keep believing, cause I’m larger than life. I will keep on truckin' till the morning light.
I no longer need anyone to show me the meaning of being lonely. I am serious
about moving step by step to start all over. Its time for me to overcome my issues. Talk is cheap, so lets rev it up, jerk it out, and get this eenie meenie issue taken care of.
One day I'm sitting on a park bench when
she shows up and begins to talk to me.
“Do
you remember when I broke your heart? Do you recall that dream of being together for all
eternity? Every part of me hates
myself for what I did all that time ago.
I've done a full circle
since I last saw you; I've changed who I am.”
I simply answer, “Fold your hands child and listen to my
story. This is not the story of the good life. In fact I got the feelin’ that this is a story where good girls go bad.”
[My life with you girl started with full flotation.
Then it began to take some rotation.
As it twisted and churned around,
Our love began to lose its sound.
Then one day I decided to say bye, bye, bye.
I’m halfway
gone, and there’s gotta be
somebody to cry.
I may look heartless
when I’m in the heat,
but heaven
can wait while I’m kicking a beat.
Here's to the night
that you let me fly;
here’s to where I say high and goodbye.
You promised me forever,
but you left me with never.
You left my heart sitting at the door
and my smile on the floor.
Later I found you and said that I miss you.
You said that you feel the same way too,
but you walked away and left me incomplete.
Even if today
was your last day on earth,
you would still celebrate your own birth.
Being selfish is something you choose.
If I had to give something up, it's gotta be you.
Now you’re behind me.
You’re just old history.
Maybe now you’ll see
that we were not
meant to be.
I’m done with your tricks, and your stupid lovegame.
All you ever did was cause me pain.
Your eyes don’t lie,
you’ve got a secret.
Touch my hand
in zero gravity, where barriers get weakened.
My hands
catch your arm as you start running,
while angels
fall from the sky from demons gunning.]
So I hope that you get what I’m
saying. It’s the things you do that drive me insane. Lets give a little less conversation and just dance, one more time. I’m sick of this masquerade you’re putting on.
I know that nobody’s perfect,
and that a little less than half the time the nice guys finish last.
The only thing I know is that I don’t want you back. I
don’t care about your flaws; all
I ever needed is for you to be there for me. However, all you ever were was a runaway. Maybe one day ill find the one, but till then all I have to give is my goodbye. The shape
of my heart is like a shining
star, but its light is dimmed, and doesn’t travel far.
I’m still on your side, no matter what, but what you did has you out
of MY heart and into YOUR head. You
always said, “I can’t get you out of my head,” but now our love is dead. I’m just a lonely soul man, who’s been messin’
with the kid inside me. I had an
eenie meenie problem, and the only way to freedom is to fly like an eagle.
So now I take the liberty walk covered
in rusted scars and my heart burned cold like a robot. I feel like an animal as the time bomb on my
heart goes tick tock, tik tok. I am
hungover as I think about how every rose has its thorn. I realize that without her in my life, I have
created two more lonely people that have to live alone. I walk to my house alone the last time as all
around me feels as cold as a permanent December.
