Wednesday, August 21, 2013

time for poetry 2: TIME GOES ON

TIME GOES ON
 
When the leaves fall and the trees all die; time goes on.
 When the gods cry and the world stands still; time goes on.
 When the world turns dark and the sun is extinguished; time goes on.
 When a child cries alone because his parents are gone; time goes on.
 When all hope seems lost and the end is nigh; time goes on.
 When the dead lie un-avenged and the guilty unpunished; time goes on.
 
 A guilty man walks free and his victim, dead.
 A young boy lies underground, no hope for his life.
 A country lies fallen in ashes and dust.
 A lone wolf cries out to the pack he has lost.
 An infant lies in a dumpster alone;
 Her body now lifeless, bitter and cold.
 A forest burns down; its green emeralds tarnished.
 An ocean dries up and the fish gasp for air.
 Life’s sentence cut short, by the scissors of despair.
 A play unfinished, begins to end.
 Time goes on, as does the wind.
 
 What the winds may carry, to their desire unknown.
 Comets tease the skies, stars will fall.
 While the pain lies deeper than the blade can cut,
 The innocent suffer and the guilty get up.
 A man leaves a courthouse no different than before.
 Poor Travon lies dead on the floor.
 A boy, not a man, cut short in his prime.
 A man, NO A MONSTER! Who won’t give a dime.
 A man will pay for his wrongs that night.
 No man can withstand the hammers might.
 
 When darkness prevails and justice fails,
 The pain hits hard like pins and nails.
 When all hope seems gone and all is lost.
 Time WILL go on, deaths scythe is tossed.
 But next time the man whose head will fall;
 Will be the one who started it all.
 
 When the darkness' flow is replaced with light; time goes on.
 When the moon is gone and so is the night; time goes on.
 When the blood of the innocent is washed by tears; time goes on.
 When the guilty fry and the victors cheer; time goes on.
 When an innocent boy becomes a man among gods; time goes on.
 When the truth breaks out despite the odds; time goes on.
 When the world screams for vengeance and the skies turn red; time goes on.
 
 Time.
 Goes.
 On.

FINISHED SONG STORY (name them all and WIN A PRIZE!)

its called a "song story" name all the songs used and you might win a prize
 
Finished song story
 
So now it’s time for a game. The following is a story that contains names of various songs. For the record there are exactly 218 songs used. First person to give me the full list might just get a prize a prize.
A Love Story
I said bye bye love this afternoon; to a girl I loved. I said that I wanted everybody to quit playing games with my heart. It’s really tearing up my heart, but when my friends said I should walk 1000 miles to a stairway to heaven I just said,
“Dream on”.
Honestly to me this girl was larger than life, and she made my head spin right round, but our love didn’t have a place in this world. Now I cry teardrops on my guitar when playing our favorite song. I feel empty inside, as though she is my kryptonite. I’m just not myself since I left her. When it comes right down to it, I’m still a guy though. My friends are always saying that in order to complete my life I need to put a girl in it.
Honestly, I really wanted her last name to be the same as mine. I simply wanted to make it mine, is that not fine to ask? Thinking about her always makes me lose my breath. I always wanted to say,
“You’re beautiful it’s always a thriller being with you”.
Now I feel like I’m on a highway to nowhere, and that I’m just walking in circles in a boulevard of broken dreams. She makes me happy in so many ways, and she would be my Hollywood girl if we were a movie. She creates a fire burning in my heart and had me love drunk, but now it’s all over.
I’ve lost a lover and now I’m blue. I feel paralyzed with sadness and sorrow for what I’ve done. I don’t wanna be alone while I walk every day, across the world. I keep thinking into the night about how she’s gone, and I wish that it would change. I can just see that there’s something in the air, and I'm about to breakdown. I long to see her and take flight like a billion fireflies. I will always love her, even if she was halfway around the world.
I pick up the telephone and give her a call saying,
“So yesterday was walking down your street and guess who I saw. I saw you standing there with another guy, acting like I was invisible and not there. Time after time I would be looking at pictures of you, and send out an SOS of love for the hope that you would receive it and return to me. Now I’m dancing with tears in my eyes, and I've been hurt by your backstabber antics one too many times. You thought that you were such a supergirl. Now that the time is through, I can say that life after you is going to be a shot straight through my heart.”
Finally I got tired of being the underdog and for the first time went to find her to fix my dilemma. I felt a little unwell when thinking of what her reaction might be. I drive myself crazy just thinking about her. My friends keep asking,
“How do you sleep when you’re always climbing the walls?”
I feel like a zombie stuck in a sealed grave.
I thought to myself, “If anyone’s going to be with her it’s gonna be me”.
I’ve been dealing with all this misery business for too long now. I was a cold hearted snake for dumping love like that and I was tired of playing all these foolish games. Her voice was like an angel of music to my ears and I missed it so much. I wanted her closer to me because every time we touch, I loved her so much. I finally caught up with her in the backyard of her house in California.
I told her that after we broke up pieces of me scattered everywhere.
I said, “I came crawling back to you wanting a second chance. Now I know that the way you love me is more important than anything else. I still love you with all my heart and soul; I wish you felt the same, too.
She then spoke up and she said, “I do love you, but you made some mistakes. The 7 things that you did to break my heart. But that kiss on the first date at the Funplex Theater was where I first began falling for you. You are my heart and soul, but sometimes you can be a jerk. It outsets how much you care for me, but the way you love me is magical. When we shut it down and when the lights go out, I can see that you are my sugar rush.” As she began to cry, she continued, “Don’t fight it baby, if you don’t trust me you’ll never learn.”
It was then that the events began to replay in my head.
“I can’t get you out of my head; you’re like a teenage dream that never ends,” I said.
It was at this point that she closed in and kissed me. Then she turned all around and began to walk off.
“Please don’t walk away,” I said.
“Just don’t kiss and tell,” she says with a smile.
After that I went home and went to bed and had sweet dreams I couldn’t wait to wake up when September ends the next morning. It would be the beginning of October and since talk is cheap, I figure it would be a good idea to see if my girlfriend was busy. When I got to her house and knocked on the door, I had another night of love planned in which all my love would go to her. When she opened the door, I could see that there was somebody in the house with her.
“How could you be such a heartbreaker? How could let him follow you home and betray me?” I asked.
She simply said beat it, and shut the door in my face. I walked away in silence as I said thanks for the memories we shared. I had come back for more love and a second chance, but instead I’m doomed to a life on the moon with renegade angels, to die alone. All I wanted was one last dance, but I ended up with a bad romance.
I kept getting closer and closer to perfection. I was now having a dance in the dark, and people can’t stop me now. Click, click, click, click, goes the timer in my heart. Soon it will go click, click, click, boom, and rip me apart. That girl of mine left me empty handed. I’ve got to keep believing, cause I’m larger than life. I will keep on truckin' till the morning light.
I no longer need anyone to show me the meaning of being lonely. I am serious about moving step by step to start all over. It’s time for me to overcome my issues. Talk is cheap, so let’s rev it up, jerk it out, and get this eenie meenie issue taken care of.
One day I'm sitting on a park bench when she shows up and begins to talk to me.
“Do you remember when I broke your heart? Do you recall that dream of being together for all eternity? Every part of me hates myself for what I did all that time ago. I've done a full circle since I last saw you; I've changed who I am.”
I simply answer, “Fold your hands child and listen to my story. This is not the story of the good life. In fact I got the feelin’ that this is a story where good girls go bad.”
[My life with you girl started with full flotation.
Then it began to take some rotation.
As it twisted and churned around,
Our love began to lose its sound.
Then one day I decided to say bye, bye, bye.
I’m halfway gone, and there’s gotta be somebody to cry.
I may look heartless when I’m in the heat,
But heaven can wait while I’m kicking a beat.
Here's to the night that you let me fly;
Here’s to where I say high and goodbye.
You promised me forever,
But you left me with never.
You left my heart sitting at the door
And my smile on the floor.
Later I found you and said that I miss you.
You said that you feel the same way too,
But you walked away and left me incomplete.
Even if today was your last day on earth,
You would still celebrate your own birth.
Being selfish is something you choose.
If I had to give something up, it's gotta be you.
Now you’re behind me.
You’re just old history.
Maybe now you’ll see
That we were not meant to be.
I’m done with your tricks, and your stupid love game.
All you ever did was cause me pain.
Your eyes don’t lie, you’ve got a secret.
Touch my hand in zero gravity, where barriers get weakened.
My hands catch your arm as you start running,
While angels fall from the sky from demons gunning.]
So I hope that you get what I’m saying. It’s the things you do that drive me insane. Let’s give a little less conversation and just dance, one more time. I’m sick of this masquerade you’re putting on. I know that nobody’s perfect, and that a little less than half the time the nice guys finish last.
The only thing I know is that I don’t want you back. I don’t care about your flaws; all I ever needed is for you to be there for me. However, all you ever were was a runaway. Maybe one day I’ll find the one, but till then all I have to give is my goodbye. The shape of my heart is like a shining star, but its light is dimmed, and doesn’t travel far.
I’m still on your side, no matter what, but what you did has you out of MY heart and into YOUR head. You always said, “I can’t get you out of my head,” but now our love is dead. I’m just a lonely soul man, who’s been messin’ with the kid inside me. I had an eenie meenie problem, and the only way to freedom is to fly like an eagle.
So now I take the liberty walk covered in rusted scars and my heart burned cold like a robot. I feel like an animal as the time bomb on my heart goes tick tock, tik tok. I am hungover as I think about how every rose has its thorn. I realize that without her in my life, I have created two more lonely people that have to live alone. I walk to my house alone the last time as all around me feels as cold as a permanent December.
 

time for poetry 1: IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE

IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE

Hiroshima; Nagasaki;
abe Lincoln in Kentucky.
a lot can happen in the blink of an eye.

two-hundred years; emancipation proclamation.
365 days, the earth completes its rotation.
9/11; one day all those people died.
one year; one-million veterans denied.
a lot can happen in the blink of an eye.

blink once and a train derails and crashes.
twice and you miss the bodies collapsing.
again and the bullet flies through their head.
another blink a- oh shit YOU'RE dead.
Daytona 500; the cars fly by.
blink and you miss it; photo finish- SURPRISE!

in the theatre watching movies you never think twice.
in just one blink a thousand frames will fly.
a lot can happen in the blink of and eye.

my heart lies broken in front of my eyes.
the one time I blink; a hundred lies.
a stone soldiers lament is no surprise.
while the world stands and stairs to the heavens will climb;
behold the horrors before our eyes.

one-hundred babies born, a thousand others die.
atoms explode and humming birds fly.
a guilty man walks free; innocence is fried.
a child in a dumpster is left to die.
a girls innocence is stolen; the baby is nigh.
a lot can happen in the blink of an eye.

storms destroy cities and comets will fly.
earth and moon dance around you and I.
there will always be suffering; dear god, "why?"
time heals all wounds; word to the wise.

a black man is president....
conviction without no evidence.
liars takin' peoples innocence.
crime against legal immigrants.
tax fraud and belligerence.

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE WE COME TO?!
lust for greed and sex for food.
life based of capitalism and reckless ignorance.
rivals taking their final stance.
left and right merging to one final direction.
forget the compass rose; men following their erection.
in one blink senseless violence leads to war;
women get pregnant, men walk out the door.
when two women raise better kids than traditional bullshit,
the past is lost, this is it.
this generations respect, A TOTAL LIE.
but a lot can happen in the blink of an eye.

maybe one day we can find peace.
one day we can cry.
we can look back and laugh
just you and I.
when we see all that we have done;
the things wrong and right.
one day I can finally blink
and we can see the light.

a lot can happen in the blink of an eye.

jack peanut butter NOW UPLOADED

I fed my dog peanut butter. not much more to it. he threw up later in the backyard.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HTK05j5tRVc&feature=youtu.be

inverted trio [esrever reverse] final - flipped NOW UPLOADED

this is the original inverted trio flipped. the music plays forward, the images play backwards, and the text can be read normally. as this is the flipped version of the original project, the music has not been edited. as such it plays normally and youtube may get fussy and try to remove the audio or make me take these down.
I DO NOT OWN THE ORIGINAL MUSIC USED HERE AND AS SUCH DO NOT CLAIM OWNERSHIP. SUPPORT THE MUSICIANS. however I DO own the artwork used, the name of the projects done and reversed, and I OWN the rights to ALL IMAGES, NAMES, AND INFORMATION.
(flipped) inverted trio [esrever reverse] part 1 - death: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WpJWo4BVcRA
(flipped) inverted trio [esrever reverse] part 2 - seven: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSo0xE6Texk
(flipped) inverted trio [esrever reverse] part 3 - circumference: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6ZyU-eMsw4
inverted trio [esrever reverse] final - flipped: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvAbQrcx-tg

inverted trio [esrever-reverse] final NOW UPLOADED

this project is a trio of three previous projects. Containing inverted versions of Reaper project, ROUND RIGHT ROUND, and 62 COLORS.  It is also called inverted summer, as the project was completed over the three months of summer. As such there were still projects released in june and july, since may and april had a fused project. Since this project is inverted the music actually plays backwards while the images play forwards. As such the titles, description, music used, and even the words are mirrored. Mirroring the images makes them readable while the music plays backwards still. mirroring the entire project makes the music play forwards and the images revert backwards to the original images used and makes the images readable.
it should also be noted that the project, having three parts, actually plays from highest to lowest. it starts at part 3, then to part 2, then finishes with part 1; the reverse of its reversed version which plays from lowest to highest numerically.
inverted trio [esrever-reverse] part 1 - undead: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnH4xtnomUY&feature=youtu.be
inverted trio [esrever-reverse] part 2 - 62x: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgEJa_h64ag&feature=youtu.be
inverted trio [esrever-reverse] part 3 - squared: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skbUHXm6VCc&feature=youtu.be
inverted trio [esrever-reverse] final: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBkD16bY6o8&feature=youtu.be

COMEDY SLIDESHOW NOW UPLOADED

this project is essentially a collection of funny news clippings and pictures assembled into 4 separate parts. Each part uses hilarious photos as well as funny music used in viral internet videos. all art used is my own, while the music is from various memes an viral videos. some photos were sent to me via my awesome family.
comedy slide show part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08WTL_gTMTE
comedy slide show part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-pkPBCSTP0&feature=youtu.be
comedy slide show part 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZtt-tbWz3Y&feature=youtu.be
comedy slide show part 4: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sXxUJS5Yi4&feature=youtu.be
comedy slideshow finished: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvDdP8tKDWc
bird is the word 0:00, nyan cat theme (fused with the meow mix theme) 0:45, the "mango song" 2:46, trololo 3:53

NEW! PETS COMPILATION UPLOAED!

this project was done for memories purposes. In memory of all the pets we all had and lost. it is a three part video slideshow containing various photos of adorable animals. most photos are of my own pets that I have lost over the years.
pets tribute part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rJxUHSge_8
pets tribute part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywj6s_2V0rE
pets tribute part 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dw0JW0SwmoA
"pets tribute final": http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AMv5a5vU9gQ

Friday, August 16, 2013

its not a choice ITS A PARASITE!

an unborn child is a parasite by definition. and even after birth the child is NOT a living thing. till the child begins contributing to its family or society it is and will remain BY DEFINITION a parasite. so all you people who have never done a selfless act towards others, YOU ARE ALL PARASITES.

 

par·a·site

[par-uh-sahyt] Show IPA
noun
1.
an organism that lives on or in an organism of another species, known as the host, from the body of which it obtains nutriment.
2.
a person who receives support, advantage, or the like, from another or others without giving any useful or proper return, as one who lives on the hospitality of others.
 
 
 

Saturday, August 10, 2013

.....and its only saturday night!

10 years after blackout, US grid faces new threats
http://local.msn.com/2003-power-grid-blackout-anniversary-new-threats

Young driver hits transit bus in La., 12 injured
http://news.msn.com/us/young-driver-hits-transit-bus-in-la-12-injured/

6 killed as Indonesian volcano erupts, thousands evacuated
http://worldnews.nbcnews.com/_news/2013/08/10/19963978-6-killed-as-indonesian-volcano-erupts-thousands-evacuated?lite=

Thousands flee as 18,000-acre California wildfire spreads
http://usnews.nbcnews.com/_news/2013/08/09/19945972-thousands-flee-as-18000-acre-california-wildfire-spreads?lite=

One dead, three missing, and three injured in Colorado floodwaters
http://usnews.nbcnews.com/_news/2013/08/10/19963617-one-dead-three-missing-and-three-injured-in-colorado-floodwaters?lite

Popular singer Eydie Gorme dies at 84
http://music.msn.com/music/article.aspx?news=822477&

Suspected kidnapper killed in Idaho, teen girl safe: sheriff
http://usnews.nbcnews.com/_news/2013/08/10/19967655-suspected-kidnapper-killed-in-idaho-teen-girl-safe-sheriff?lite

Katy Perry's gold truck in crash
http://wonderwall.msn.com/music/katy-perrys-gold-truck-in-crash-1766319.story

Semenova hurt in discus accident
http://msn.foxsports.com/olympics/track/story/ukrainian-natalia-semenova-injured-in-freak-discus-accident-081013/

hmm...death of a famous actor, freak accidents, volcanic eruptions, floods, mudslides, plane crashes, kidnapping, murder of the innocent, a golden idol being destroyed; all that's missing is an ominous appearance of an angel of death and you have the first course of an apocalypse three course dinner.

Artist creates sketch of Missouri's mysterious 'angel priest'
http://now.msn.com/angel-priest-of-missouri-given-a-face-in-sketch-by-artist/

SON OF A WHORE!!!

Friday, August 2, 2013

light and shadow

light can always be found next to darkness. those who follow the shadow will be led blindly into its source. those who follow the light will be blinded by its very heart. too much light and you wont ever see again. too much darkness and you wont ever be ABLE to see again. no one single path is right, and therefore you must follow your own. hose who only look at what they can see will never see the truth.