as there is light; there will always be shadow
as i said in the previous episode, i have my flaws. in my life i focus on facts and logic. i am analytical and very literal. so a life where i see both the good, bad, and neutral works for me. however, i highly suggest that you try to find your own lifestyle. if focusing on negatives works, do it. if focusing on positives works better, then do that. choose your own life, and make sure that nobody ever tells you not to. i give suggestions on how you could live better and easier, not always facts you should follow.
this world has become a place where greed, treachory, perverts, and cheaters prospher. this world is full of the biggest idiots i have ever seen. people prefer to ban and not look at things they dont want to see. they think that because they cant see it, it doesnt exist. just because my knife is in another guys bag doesnt mean its gone. and just because you close your eyes, the gun the mugger has to your head wont disappear. your brains painted over the alley walls will make people wonder whatv the hell was on your mind.
if you see a homeless man walking in the streets and think he should better himself maybe you shoudl first think how he will do that when the world ignores his existence. you cant just ban gay marraige. who are all of you to say what a man can and cant do? who are you to judge someone and say how they should live their lives? are all of you so arrogant that you think you can pass judgement like a god?
why do you want god out of the pledge of allegience? thats like asking an artist to paint without using color. black, white, and grey are all colors. people come to america seeking freedom from religious persecution, yet all they do when they are here is persecute other americans for what they believe. if a mall puts up a christmas tree you can just go to another mall. dont try to dumb down drugs and sex for your child, if they are so stupid that they cant speak modern english then its too late for you to teach them anything.
why do we even need money to buy things? are you so greeedy that you cant live in a world where a mans word is law? if you dont like sex ed being taught at your school then instead of protesting it pull your kid out. if you dont want your kid held back because their friends will be without them and they will be mader fun of then shut the hell up and be thankful that 10 years from now your kid will be able to speak and write english and get a job instead of living in their mothers basement selling crack.
if you dont like seeing gay people get married then go to a strait wedding. what if the gay community suddenly outlawed straight marraige?
stop thinking abbout yourselves and for once listen and think about others. how about all the countries out there throw their beliefs away and simply accept the beliefs of others? you dont have to like them or listen to them, but at least accept that they exist. maybe if you werent so busy trying to be cool on twitter and beat your friends high score on angry birds you might learn some common sense. i would love to see people like you burn alive slowly in a firey hell, but i dont get that pleasure because im just an idiot with important opinions that nobody cares about.
virginia tech, colombine, 911; who cares? people die and theres nothing we can do to stop it. frankly nobody on this planet is "innocent" in any way. we all are guilty of something and eventually we will be punished. even i myself arent a perfect human being. ive done my fair share of wrong; ive lied, cheated, stolen, and done things that i should suffer for dearly. i know i am fat, i know i am unattractive, i know im a total loser, i know that i am a waste of a life, and i know that i have done wrong.
the difference between you and me? i can admit my flaws. most of you cant admit all your flaws, but i will oturight scream mine to the heavens if i had to. i relive every torturous event i have ever had in my life every night when i sleep. i am the entity of total despair, but do you see me jumping off a bridge to kill myself? no, and thats because i have common sense. things will get worse before they get better and only by fighting through the tough times can one truly achieve happiness.
im a freak of nature, i dont burn, i dont tan, i dont get shocked by electricity, i dont sweat like a pig, i dont even need to worry about tooth care or germs half the time. i dont know why i keep getting wierder, but i do know that one day it wont matter. all the crap on twitter, redbook, yahoo news, and even the tv news is pointless. i know how to survive and that is whats important. i have no debt to my name, no gas bills to pay, a house that i wont ever lose, i dont drink, i dont smoke, i dont use a cell phone, i dont care about pop culture or celebrities, and i have never worked a day in my life.
yet i sit in a position higher than most people in the world. the only thing that matters in the real world is power, wisdom, energy, love, survival, and companionship. and i like to do things like buy guns, swords, play video games, shop, and live my life not because i want to, need to, like to; but simply because i can.
why cant you people just stop and think before you act? who cares if youre popular? who cares if you dont smoke or drink? if everyone is doing it, then why arent you and half the people around you? everyone cant be doing the same thing, and theres no way to even test if they are. all of you need to face your fears head on, think for yourselves, actually throw your pride down and listen to others, and fucking get over lifes disappointments. try not being a waste of a life and be something ACTUALLY WORTH REMEMBERING.
dont end up living a life like mine, the despair never goes away no matter what you do and eventually the world becomes so far away that you dont even know where you are anymore. dreams become reality and reality becomes dreams. eventually everything fades into oblivion and you have nothing left b
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