everybody has someone

my mom has my dad, my sister has her friends, my friend richie has a brother, everyone i know or have known has someone to call their own. life is a downward spiral inside a violent tornado of misery. i have yet to see true love, i still havent found real friendship, all around me people grow weaker and weaker.
enough with the dependence, people need to learn to directly deal with all their problems. you eat your feelings and you get fat, then people make fun of you for being fat and you eat your feelings again. you drink to get over you stress, only to have the drinking create more stress. you cant afford to care for a child, then you get pregnant and decide to keep that child. you do have a choice, qbort the damn child and dont contribute to the crime rate.
why am in so pissed?
1. sex
2. kissing
3. commercials
4. romance
5. friendship
6. lies
7. self loathing
8. technology
9. love
10. jealousy
11. envy
12. arrogance
13. stupidity
14. people avoiding their problems
15. everything here in this universe pisses me off
people want to know what makes me happy, if anything.
1. animals
2. nature
3. god
4. REAL love
5. cutting things
6. burning things
7. hugs
8. cuddling
9. rainy days
10. art
11. music
12. death
13. violence
14. blood
15. intelligence
16. logic
17. helping others
18. making people happy
19. cooking
20. cleaning
21. braiding

everyone should treat their lives much better than they do. it could be worse, you could be dead, in hell, or have never existed in the first place. and let me say right now that i have experienced all three. so what if you just broke up, at least you got to date, and at least you arent being tortured or kept in concentration camps. hell, you could be being eaten alive or drowning at the bottom of a lake.
so many things worse than a breakup, being sexually abused, or losing a family member:
1. having your limbs cut off one by one while being kept alive.
2. being forced to watch as someone slowly kills/rapes your family.
3. drowning at the bottom of a lake.
4. being in hell.
5. being eaten alive.
6. burning alive.
7. being hung to death with your own colon.
IT COULD BE WORSE