from the eyes of a roach episode 3 (fear part 1)

Fear and the supernatural – an inside look

Remember when I said that I would never bring religion into my articles? Well its time that I brought up a point that ive been keeping to myself for some time now.  Fear, what causes it? What kinds are there? why do we fear things? What makes a fear logical? In this article I will answer all these questions, as well as give you an insight to things you may have never seen.  I will tell you one thing for sure, when youre done reading this article youll be freaked out, and smarter.

To start out, let me give you my information.  When I was born, I feared nothing but skeletons, ghosts, and demons.  As I grew up I developed a fear of spiders, being anywhere where I cant stop at will (a boat or flying plane), and a dislike of water.  My fear of demons and ghosts intensified as I got older, as did my encounters with them.  That’s right, ive had encounters with supernatural beings! though the closest I have been to seeing one in person has been shadows on walls or figures in dreams, I know whats what.  Explainations later…

So how do you tell the difference between a ghost, poltergeist, demon, or normal spirit? Heres a brief description.  A ghost is like a poltergeist, with the exception that a ghost haunts the same place, doing the same thing over, and over, and over again.  they never change their tactics, but if you invade their sacred space they will not bother you.  They will simply continue on doing what they’ve been doing.

A poltergeist haunts a place like a ghost, but usually because someone has disturbed their resting place or a sacred area in which they lived.  A poltergeist will haunbt the crap out of the place in which the hauntee lives (a house, school, or cemetery).  Poltergeists are dangerous like demons in which they will angrily attack anyone who enters their living space, the people who disturbed them and those related to them are the most in danger.  Unlike demons though, poltergeists will not try to kill anyone.  All they want is to have peace restored to their land, burial place, or to have their death avenged.

A normal everyday spirit is absolutely harmless in terms of danger.  All they do is wwander aimlessly across the planet halfway between our dimention and theirs.  Most wandering spirits have a specific reason of why they wander around.  Things like: having loved ones that they care for too much to leave, having grudges that they just cant give up, not being ready to die, dying “too early”, having someone (or more) on the human side who just cant give them up, or their just “not ready” to cross over, can be reasons why people can become wandering spirits.  Be warned though, if you are to desecrate a wadering spirit or their resting place, they can become a poltergeist and haunt the crap out of you.

Now for my favorite form of spirit, demons.  For all of those of you that have read the bibles information on demons, you can contradict me all you want, but what I speak of is from experience.  Demons are the most vile and hateful of all spirits.  The only emotions they feel are related to anger, hatred, and death to all humans.  Contrary to popular belief and the media, demons actually are more loyal to god than they are to the man who rules over them, satan.  Demons will obey an order from god or Christ himself before satan.  The bible backs me up on that one.  The only thing on a demons mind when it comes to us humans is torture and murder.

Demons will do anything and everything that all the other types of spirits do, and more.  They will haunt the crap out of you, by trying to harm you and those you love.  Sometimes they will do things that are obvious demon activity.  Other times they will do things like follow you around and wait till youre alone to haunt you.  Things like knocking things down that have been sitting still for a countless period of time, throwing objects across the room that are sitting still for hours, moving things like paper, plant stems, leaves, doors, and other objects whan theres no wind or air blowing, noises of footsteps and knocking on doors when theres nobody there are all things that demons can do to haunt people.

Then there are the “lucky” people that actually get attacked and harmed by demons.  I use the quoted lucky word because these people are the UNLUCKIEST people alive.  The people that demons attack usually get harmed VERY badly, some even end up killed.  If a demon intends on attacking a person, they will follow them EVERYWHERE till the person least expects it.  Then when the person is the most suseceptable, they will strike.  Examples: trying to jump off a five foot high bike rack, walking down a long flight of stairs, in a small room alone with hard walls and a crapload of blunt objects to hit your head on, driving on the highway with not many people around, skating down a steep hill, even walking in your own backyard.  Why would I know of things like these? Because I am a victim of these types of things.  trying to jump off a five foot high bike rack, walking down a long flight of stairs, in a small room alone with hard walls and a crapload of blunt objects to hit your head on, driving on the highway with not many people around, skating down a steep hill, ive been attacked in all those situations. 

So heres two questions youre probably asking, 1. whats the number for the happy house? this guy is insane! 2. how do you know if it’s a demon attacking you and not just an everyday occurrence? Well the best part about demons is that they are stupid enough to leave a sign when they are in presence.  The air will get heavier, feeling like you weigh tons more than you usually do, you will feel like theres some kind of negativity to the mood in the room, party, park, or wherever you are.

if its seriously a demon, you will start feeling scared and/or angry for no reason. if you unlucky enough to be the target you will feel a sense of overwhelming darkness taking over everything.  You will feel like something is surrounding you like a curtain has been thrown on top of you.  Just for the record, have any of you had dreams in which you feel like that? If you have, youre probably not dealing with a bad dream, youre probably dealing with a demon trying to possess your dreams and scare the crap out of you.

If you ever get physically attacked by a demon, its like having an invisible force thrust upon your body.  Like your standing in your yard watering flowers and you suddenly get knocked to the ground by a force you cant see.  Or you try to jump off something and an invisible force clamps your feet to the ground like somebody is holding your feet down with a steel two by four.  Or youre simply walking down the street and your leg gets hit and you trip and fall to the ground on an invisible force.  Those are all examples of demon attacks.  If it hits you hard, whether it hurts or not, and theres nothing there, its probably a demon.

It’s the demons job to draw humans away from god.  So if you believe in god, or if you go to church, or whatever, demons are less likely to come after you.  Try wearing a cross, IT DOES WORK.  Now that we’re done with the weird, lets get down to the what.  Lets talk about fears.  Fear, what causes it? What kinds are there? why do we fear things? What makes a fear logical? In a later article I will answer these questions.