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I went 3 nights with only 6 total hours of sleep. I was
exhausted and it was 2:35 am, but I was wide awake. Somehow I fell asleep for 2
hours and went trhough the most amazing experience I have ever felt. I was
having a dream inj which EVERYTHING I said happened. I said that the characters
were monsters, and they were. I said that the waitress was a stripper, and she
was. I said that the bad guy died, and he did. Then in the middle of the dream
I was thrusted into the air and began to feel like somebody was ripping
something out of my chest. I said, “I believe! I really believe now!” as I
heard bells chiming and ringing all around me. It was like a thousand chimes
were ringing all at once, and it was the most beautiful sound I have ever
heard. As I was thrusted to the ground, all the discontent, discomfort,
distress, sadness, anger, rage, depression, worry, exhaustion, and torment that
I had suffered with for over 20 years disappeared. I woke up able to sing
perfectly in two octaves, and feeling like years of sadness and anger were
lifted off my mind. It was like a cloud lifted off my head. I could think
clearly, and my voice was angelic and clear. I had no care whjo heard me sing,
I had no care what people thought about me, and I had no hatred. All I wanted
to do was help others be as happy as I was. I complimented every person I saw
and laughed 10 times as much as normal. Then 2.5 days later, I lost my voice,
the cloud reappeared over my head, and I became sad again. All this occurred
when I went back on my seroquel xr after being off it for 3 days.
I had that dream again that ive been having for three
years. It starts out with me and two
other people talking. A guy and a
mysterious blonde haired girl. If I
don’t do something right, the girl disappears.
I am forced to go on a mission to save her. At first I only have 20m minutes to rescue
her. Then she disappears, and I have an
entire year. The dreams basis is around
these weird toy creatures that I have to work with to save the girl. Villains throughout the mission try to kill
us, so we have to fight back. The dream seems to take place in different places
of memory. One place is my high school,
another is a large waterway, another is a large park, another was montreat
south Carolina, the last was my old neighborhood. Its like im jumping from mental location to
location. In the dream I had to follow
some villains to save the girl. I teleported between locations, some familiar,
some not. I was hot on the trail when I
was at my old house. I opened the back
door to go outside and everything went downhill. I sensed a powerful demonic force, supposedly
witches. I woke up before I could
complete my mission.
Late spring 2011:
So thee dream starts with me at my high school cafeteria.
Suddenly I begin to emit a strange black aura and my eyes glow bright red. Next
thing I know a huge portal opens up above my table and inside it i can see this
strange looking monster. It has glowing purple claws, neon blue eyes, and a
black stick shaped body. Its slashing people in half and they are vanishing.
The next thing I see is a very large wolf. Its eyes are as black as the
midnight sky and it has an emotionless look of rage on its face. Then suddenly
the image changes to a haven of witches, three of them. One is large, one is
quite attractive, but I cant see the other two. I hear the larger one speak in
a nasaly high pitched voice, “lady veinagohnia, weve been hacked!”
Then I hear the voice of a middle aged raspy woman scream in
rage,
“find out who it is and kill them!”Then I hear another voice that sounds younger and like she has a cold,
“we cant! The signals being blocked!”
Then the third, more attractive woman who sounds seductive and young speaks,
“lady veinagohnia! I think weve found who weve been looking for!”
next thing I know I wake up in my bed.
Fall of 2011
I dreamt that I was bragging about immortality and I bet
somebodies life that I could complete a test. Next thing I know im watching as
an old man I don’t even know is having the life sucked out of him by a mutant
ghost dog. I tell the dog that it is my fault and that it can take me instead.
It jumps onto my body and then vanishes. Next thing I know I feel the life
fading out of me. Everything goes black, but I tell it to stop and it does,
then I just let it fade out. I wake up and im fine, but later that week I get a
serious prostate infection that nearly cripples me. later im fine but my
grandpa dies suddenly out of the blue.Thanksgiving 2011 (Monday-Sunday)
Friday- I was in the rv trying to sleep peacefully when suddenly a
person in a black outfit and a faceless hood began to try to kill me.
Relentlessly following me everywhere I went and never speaking a word, the
gunman finally cornered me. Every time I opened my mouth the dream phased out
but once closed it restarted. It wasn’t till I kept it open long enough to die
that I finally woke up. Moral: any man who bears a weapon he does not fear
himself is not worthy of carrying it.
Saturday- I had a dream that I was walking up a hill that
had virtually no end. Every time I looked to my right I would see lacy standing
in the grass. The third time I looked I rammed headlong into an attractive brown haired girl. At the top of the hill I met her again and we chatted for a
few minutes before I suddenly began to be pulled back down the hill. As she
faded away she said that she was losing the connection with me. Everyone in the
dream apparently was about 10-13 years old. Moral: leave your past behind and a
better future will arrive, but forget the past existed and your future becomes
nothing more than a dream.
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